Good morning! First of all, I need to begin by saying this: I never planned to go this long between blog posts. I apologize that I have been absent from my blog lately. But I also never planned most of things that have made up my life these past two weeks. I didn't plan to fall and twist my knee going apple-picking. I never planned to be driving down the road one Monday morning and have a tree branch fall on my car, doing $800 worth of damage. I certainly never planned for my 4 year old grandson to be admitted to the hospital the same day - the same HOUR - his dad, our son, was boarding a plane for Africa. I didn't plan to drive from northern Virginia to Pennsylvania by myself, in our son's vehicle, to help care for my granddaughters while my grandson was in the hospital. And I DEFINITELY never planned to be knocked down by a severe sinus infection, bronchial infection, and some sort of flu virus the same day I arrived home from said trip, from which I am still recovering. I have not been that sick for a long time and hope not to be again anytime soon, thank you very much!
Yes, every single one of these things really did happen to me the past two weeks. But even though none of these things were in my plans, they were in God's plan for me. That is what kept coming back to me over and over again. In our Ladies Bible Study at church, I have been teaching the class "Not by Chance", which is based on an excellent book by Layton Talbert. After almost 20 years of teaching ladies, I have learned to count on this: God never fails to be working in my life and teaching me the same truths that I am teaching my ladies. And that, my friend, is a scary thing. So scary that sometimes I am tempted to give up teaching or at least change the topic that we are studying. God wants to make sure that I really believe what I am teaching. And it's scary because He brings it home to me and tests me in some very hard ways.
And so it was during these trials that I remembered one particular truth that I have taught, and that I am still learning: In times of doubt or fear, rehearse the promises of God, rest in the provision of God, and rejoice in the plan of God. In short, God is in control.
Rehearse the promises of God - this is why it is so important to be in the Word of God. Because if you are not, how are you going to be able to call up God's promises when you need them? Verses like Isaiah 41:10 - "Fear not, for I am with you. Be not afraid, because I am YOUR God. I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness." And so many more.
Rest in the provision of God - I could write a book about this. In fact, soon I hope to be able to write about an amazing story of God's providence. God's providence - His ability to see and to act before hand - is rooted in the doctrine of God's sovereignty. God knows all and is in control over every aspect of His creation. Nothing is an accident that extends beyond God's control. It was God's hand of provision that the incident with the tree branch did not cause me to have an accident. It was God's provision that I was already at the airport, having taken my brother who was traveling with our son to Africa, and was planning on helping my daughter-in-law drive home so I was in the right place at the right time. It was God's hand of provision that I was not sick the week I was needed to care for the children. If we are confident in God's provision, we can trust His ways and His timing.
And - best of all - rejoice in the plan of God. His plans, while not ours, are far greater. Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you, saith the Lord. Plans for welfare and not for calamity, to give you a future and a hope." (NASB). Isaiah 55:8-9: "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways."
Every day we may wake up with a plan for our day. Sometimes the day goes as we planned. Sometimes, according to God's wise providence, it is very different than what we planned. But what we may view as "Plan B" is actually "Plan A" to God - He had it planned for us all along. The question is, can we be content and trust Him with that?
Thoughtfully,
Kathi
I know it has been over a year since you wrote this, but I needed it today. Thank you!
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